To start off, am in a pretty fucked up mood as i write this blog. Why..?? Well thats because I have done things that I have decided to stay away from. Things like what i have mentioned in the prior post. And as to the reasons for my fucked up mood, let me just say that things didnt go my way. Its just put a serious question mark on my resolve and focus to do or not do things. Its put me in waters that i have not tested before.. An eery feeling of things not being in control .. a time when life takes control over you.. Well some say, "Its destiny that controls your life"...I just have my middle finger to show the proponents of this theory..Its you who control your life...The thing is I have fucked up..and fucked up big time in the past couple of months.... I have just let myself drift away..
-> I no longer say my morning prayer..a prayer that i used to say every morning from my childhood...
-> No longer do i plan for the next day, in terms of the number of free hours that i have and what best i could do with it...
-> Havent cleaned my room in ages...
-> Had planned many things during the last sem.. Learn photoshop, excel, working on some B-Plans i had in mind,jiving,work on my fitness and tonnes more...
Instead, I havent done a single freaking thing..Just been a blob on this planet...eating away and putting on more tyres .....!!!!
To sum it all .. I have fucked it up...As to why i have gotten enlightenment today.. I dont know...I guess I just feel guilty for not going about life in a way I want it to go ... Another helping factor would be the inspiration I draw from my girlfriend who strives for excellence even in Institutes of Mediocracy...!!!
P.S. - Have attached pics of my room :D
1 comment:
Surprisingly good looking room mate. Well shit happens on certain days mate, I am the Master of SHIT HAPPENS FREQUENTLY ... one finds different ways of dealing with it. Some use funny and weird ways, some use drastically violent ways ... Well its not just Institutes of Mediocracy that she indulges in, she gives in her best to everything she does.
Just like the effort you put in for the article on Intra Day trading was unique and worth mentioning. Way to go dude :) Keep on blogging
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